Sunday, September 30, 2007

I BEGIN

Actually this blog has more to do with being brain dead than it will ever have to do with being a brainiac. So if you are looking for quick and witty conversation perhaps you should look elsewhere, I can guarantee you definitely won’t find it here. After thirty years with fibromyalgia, the fog has become so thick some days you could spread it like icing on a cake. Blogging is simply my way of fighting back against the limitations this illness has imposed on me.

Writing requires a stretching of myself… almost beyond what few abilities I have left. Those of you who have fibromyalgia, chronic fatigue syndrome, or Lyme disease (just to name a few) know what I mean. Through the years, I seem to have lost some of the skills necessary for writing, skills such as planning, outlining, expressing myself, as well as possessing a speaking vocabulary of words beyond a 3rd or 4th grade level. Seven or eight years ago, I had no idea that the simple act of putting my thoughts on paper could become such an arduous undertaking. Yet, here I am…

So with that short explanation out of the way, I hope we can move off the subject of fibromyalgia and the other silent illnesses and onto other topics which are much more worthy of our time and definitely more beneficial to talk about. From time to time, I will have comments to make about illness and maybe I’ll dedicate a page or two to the subject, but in the mean time, let me just say that my greatest goal here is to keep the focal point on subjects that glorify God and hopefully edify others.